Well, the New Year has begun. Did you make any resolutions? I didn’t, well at least I haven’t proclaimed any. I may have made some unspoken ones. Like perhaps not to date. That’d be a good one. It’s just too much trouble. Plus, if I’m going to go to school in Missouri in the fall, why start a new relationship before I go. It’d be pointless, unless of course she went to school with me. Which I don’t see anybody around me willing to do that. That and I don’t see myself dating anyone I know. At least, not at this point in time. I’m not ready for any relationships. I’ve determined that even though I feel I’m mature enough, that I’m really not. Also, God doesn’t want me in one. He’s made that quite prevalent. I think I must learn how to be myself, by myself before I can be myself with somebody else.

I think going away will be very beneficial to me. It’ll be a new start, a new life. Not that my current life isn’t working, I just feel like everything is just routine. I need a change. And I believe this is the right move.

So, I guess in a way my New Year resolution is to be a man of God. Listen, be obedient, and love people. Oh ya, and stay away from girls, LOL.